Summer Plans...

I'm making a list of sorts... here on this blog of mine... which I feel I have neglected... so much lately... ironically enough... the thoughts in my head have also been neglected... which is why I find myself here today.  I need to write.   It helps me clear my head.... and forces me to hold myself accountable for all of that noise in my mind.... so here goes....

So much has happened in the last month or so... and there's so much to come...
Lil M went on a field trip last week to the aquarium.  I was fortunate enough to be a parent escort and have loads of photos to share... I've yet to learn how to blog from my Iphone but when I do this blog will be inundated with photos...

The end of this school year is quickly drawing to a close.  Since it is the weekend, I am... of course... at work.  But took the entire last week of LilM's final school week off so that I could go to her sports day! So much fun!  I have made some wonderful friends of Lil M's classmate mommy's and look forward to some fun playdates over the summer!  I still can't believe this year is almost over!  And am still in shock that I will have a sweet little baby in my arms by this time next year!  Though I approach this pregnancy with a strong dose of cautiousness... compliments of a misscarriage I will not soon forget.... Though I will forever remain optimistic... I haven't told LiLM yet.  I had my first appointment last week and that little bean is growing up a storm with a good strong heart beat... right on course.... and it turns out I am farther along than I had guesssed.... I stopped keeping track months ago.....  I'll be10 weeks by the next friday!  I'm still in shock.... but very happy.   Happy that I the man this child will call daddy will continue to fill all of our lives with joy.  Happy that I get a chance to be where I always dreamed I would be at this point in my life.... Elated that it really is possible to have a happy ever after...... with a few alterations of course.... The wedding will have to wait... until next summer... as planned.... and I'm okay with that.

Two night's past LiLM had her very first dance performance... live on stage!  She was a superstar!  It was adorable!  So onto my list.... with summer finally here....I've decided to compile a list of to do's... all fun in nature of course.... so here goes....

1) Visit the Zoo
2) Lots of trips to the water park
3) Waterslides
4) Camping trips
5) Lots of trips to the ocean which include sandcastle building and kite flying!
6) Go to the Exhibition Park
7) Go on a romantic getaway with Mr.Man!
there'll be more to add I'm sure......

Wow... my head already feels a bit lighter...